| hath been awhile...
so broke up with the bf..
got a new job..
moved..
got back on medication for my bipolar disorder..
down to 110 usually for the most part..
date with a new boy on wednesday :)
sooo things are going well, to say the least.
picture:
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| so i wore the dress in the photos from my last post to a show, and one of the photographers took the best picture i've ever seen haha. and here it is for your viewing pleasure:
good golly.
xoxo, clo.
some stats:
weight: 115
height: 5'8"
BMI: 17.5
age: 20
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| it's been forev, but here i am and here they are :)
CW:115
GW: ehh well it was 116 but heck, 110's not lookin too bad right about now..
so that's 30 pounds lost so far :)
little update on what's been going on:
past 6 weeks is probably all that's really necessary.
my bf and i broke up, which was very upsetting, have gotten into a bit of what one might call "a self destructive pattern", been moderately to very coked out almost daily and drunk almost every day too.. this isn't like trying to shock you, i don't really think it's that big of a deal, i actually think it's better to be getting fucked up and at least having fun for the couple hours instead of being sad and sober and crying myself to sleep and feeling helpless. reckless>helpless.
all for now,
xoxo, clo.
ps. i have pictures from my high weight, and i'll put on the same underpants and take pictures sometime in the near future for one of them before/after things. :) |
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| finallyyyy haha so i'll be up and about here :) |
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| finally under 120 for the first time since... gosh probably since i was an 8th grader.
and that's a total loss of 24 pounds :)
i remember reading somewhere that gisele bundchen is 5'8" and weighs 116...
if that's true, then heck i'm 3 pounds away from being the same height and weight as a victoria's secret model.
[still don't have those tits though]
mmm i'd like to thank my scrawny ass boyfriend for motivation, the morbidly obese people of the world for disgusting me daily, and of course, big shoutout to the marlboro man.
:)
xoxo, clo. |
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